Right now, I ought to be working on my cheat sheat for my last final tomorrow morning – it’s not even half way done! But I seriously can’t concentrate at all. Of several reasons!
First of all, I suffer from the always returning UBC fatigue – hit Vancouver last night, and since then I have been dead tired. Don’t know what this place does to me. In the mountains my energy level is wonderfully high and I have no problem getting up in the morning – maybe the fact that up there I get up to ride all day, contrary to down here where I get up to study has something to do with it, but still! Hmmm!
Second, the crappy snow, I must admit, makes me kinda depressed now. I know it’s being a bit of a spoiled kid, but I just really, really wanna ride – and so I do – but…the feeling you get after a wonderful day in the snow is just missing a bit up there sometimes…especially because the weather forecast doesn’t infuse much hope so far!
Thirdly, I have a lot on my mind at the moment! The time at UBC is almost over and a lot of practical stuff needs to be sorted out – haven’t really done much so far, so – as usual – I’m gonna be under a lot of time pressure. Don’t know if I ever learn to manage my time and get things done before the very last minute?!!
Last, the thing that makes my concentration level just as low as the snow accumulation the past 24hours is a bad, bad case of homesickness! Yup, I really miss my family right now! Never before have I had this strong feeling! Christmas is coming and I’m not gonna be with them – sitting here, alone in my tiny room at UBC thinking about all of them together at home in our Christmas decorated home makes me wanna go home, so bad! My parents sent me a Christmas package with some candy, Christmas decorations (yeah,my mom loves that stuff), the traditional Christmas calendar, my Christmas presents (promise I haven’t opende them yet…maybe 
), and a Christmas card…I know it was supposed to make me happy – of course it did – but it also did the exact opposite – WoW, I WANNA GO HOME!! Just for a week…Say hi to family and friends. Have a lovely Christmas with all of them, and then go back here for New Years! Ohhh,if only dreams came true!
Ohhh,and this is pretty funny…Who said procrastination?!!
